10:56 a.m. - 2004-04-27
im a big girl
im sick of being so honest. every girl i know lies to guys, and in general, about one thing or another. i dont. i hate liars. but, i want to feel the power of being in control of deceit. i lied on friday, to mohawk. im so proud of myself. i told him i only had sex with 2 people. what a lie that is!
im so proud of myself. im growing up.
