1:21 p.m. - August 03, 2004
stupid and pathetic and bored-thats me!
god! i just wrote an entry-put in a link and everything-only to have had it erased cuz i cant have 2 diaries open at once!!! ahhh!!!
whatever...everything is soo boring!
my boring plans for today: go to brads, watch them get fucked up on coricidin, wish i was as fucked up as them (but i dont wanna build up that damned tolerance just before the weekend), then drown my sorrows in alcohol.
my life is so pathetic!
i always told myself that if i found a gun id shoot myself. And the one time i was in a house alone, surrounded by the lethal weapons, i chickened out.
i was so stupid when i was 12!
