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7:50 p.m. - May 29, 2005 mr. subway-whom after kissing him i can now call jeff-is awesome. i dont know if id say awesome...but hes definitely cool. he came over. we sat on the couch, but i suggested we move to the bed to attempt sleep. i was really, seriously planning to sleep. were both tired-he just got off work and i havent had a good nights sleep in a week...but, that didnt happen. what did happen was a million times better. we talked. just talked. a lot of staring into eyes-because what else is there to do once a no-funny-business-rule has been established? towards the end he kissed me. he thought that could conclude how many people ive been with. but, im good at secrets that are best when kept... he had to leave to go hang out with a friend thats visiting..before he left he kissed me again by the door. he didnt want to leave and i didnt want to let him. so, we did the lingering and making out thing in the doorway, but his phone kept ringing and i made him leave. he invited me to go..but why go? if i make him wait, hell just want me more later... thats all i really want. but i do like this one. and he works at subway...what more could i ask? well, id ask for his motorcycle thing to work-because thatd be so bitchin...but for now, im content. hes going to come back after dinner on alake and karaoke. i havent anticipated anyone in so long. thisll be fun...especially since im at shanons apartment alone all night with no phone..blech... but it was my first sober kiss in almost a year...
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