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8:12 a.m. - July 22, 2005
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these walls theyre closing in on me fast as ever now but i cant pay attention to that because Emptiness is crawling up an arm and Bitterness is scurrying down i feel their faint tickle and jump to brush them away but im too late it burns when they descend into my flesh looks like theyre here to stay i have to escape this box im in before the Hopeless eats me whole but when i go and open the door the Outside starts to suck out my soul i slam the door and hide under the bed hoping the Fear is just inside my head almost to the point where id rather be dead i feel a drop rolling down my leg its the trickle of Doubt oh god-make this stop i plead and i beg but theres no one here to hear this sheer pitch of fear my vision is suddenly unclear ive gone blind to all Reason im dying now i know it once i accept it i can finally overthrow it one by one they all disappear the Emptiness the Bitterness the Hopeless the Doubt and the Fear the walls back away as the door opens wide i crawl out from under the bed with relief and some pride only to find that no life does wait because i just died
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