7:43 p.m. - boy friend
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How do I feel?
Sad that I don't know
I feel mostly nothing
About everything
Except for you
When I think of you
When I think of you
Before I had no thoughts to put into words
And now there are no words to explain my thoughts
Do you remember when
You kissed me and I cried?
These tears were for fears that our innocence had died
It did
And now I cry cuz I couldn't make that transition
You did
And now I cry cuz you did it without me
Do you remember our first kiss in the ocean?
Only each others' bodies to keep us warm
On that mid-September night
Five hours in the shower
I hoped it would never end
Five months later you confessed
You didn't mean a second of it
And it ended more suddenly than it'd began
And now I'm broken
Been knocked down so many times
But hey
I guess it's better than being knocked up
