7:22 a.m. - Friday, Jul. 11, 2008
we are having sex now. finally. too soon...
its good. i dont mind it...but hes my friend. its just sex to him. nothing more whatsoever. i found out he hooked up with some drunk girl who puked in her hand twice in the span of two hours the other night. gross.
i dont think he finds me sexy. we rarely look into each others' eyes. its just sex and a body to fall asleep next to.
i think thats really sad.
hes invited me over for dinner and sex tonight. well...he never said the sex part...but what else could happen after dinner?