11:51 a.m. - Sunday, Nov. 02, 2008
im at cameo's house
im so stupid (how! many! entries have i begun thus??). i let a crush consume me. seems real. possible. likely.
and now im crushed. because for the first time in eight years hes found a girlfriend. amazing timing. here i am trying to build a friendship-a loyalty-a side to each of us others arent privy to...and he goes out one night and just finds a girlfriend. a cute, sexy, teeny, tiny girlfriend.
while everyone talks about how cute they are togehter and how its about time he found someone, i have to sit and listen and not let my face show that its not okay. damn crushes.
