11:54 p.m. - Monday, Sept. 07, 2009
i just wantd to let you kno that i kno that i kno what i know
i wish i could predict things...
not be so presumptuous...
i feel a little silly in the retrospective.
in a week and a half those 3 potentials have burst into memories and/or nothings.
but then maybe thats me being presumptuous yet again. its a thing i do i guess...
one day, jordan.
youll be happy. so happy. for a long time.
and youll look back on this diary and the others and not be able to remember this feeling of desolation, desperation, lonliness, sadness, hopelessness.
no, i kid. its not all hopeless. that whole above sentence is brimming with hope.
not hope-know.
one day.
♥
