1:18 p.m. - Thursday, Mar. 22, 2012
over and out
i still check my emails for him.
not as often. though i think to check daily.
i dont regret ending it. im lonely and kind of heartbroken over it still. but, i think it was right.
hopefully i can find him again in a better time. or someone who i see pieces of him in.
im not thinking terribly hard about my heart right now because im not in a good place with myself. and there are no prospects. but...everything happens in due time. i know.
one day ill get it right. or i wont.
i do fear dying before having the great love i dream about. now thats a life wasted.
