7:02 a.m. - Wednesday, May. 01, 2013
ok. im not dumb. but i certainly make dumb decisions.
need i say more? especially in the context of the last few entries.
its all shot to shit.
were not talking. its become an uber complicated heart-wrenching affair. one that i sincerely wish had never happened.
i dont know how to bide time or not act on feelings. apparently.
i was so certain of some things before..like whomever believed the earth was flat. so, because of that i wont put all my eggs in the "fact" that we will be okay. maybe its the universe's way of saying: ha! never be sure of anything!