1:22 p.m. - January 18, 2007
how could he yell at me? how could he be that fucking upset? i guess im flattered but im also a little pissed because he made me lose my appetite and im on lunch. i was gonna get food but i had to go and call my boyfriend first. does he understand that???
i dont have any girl friends. theyre at college. and my best friend is busy with her boyfriend and their issues. so who am i supposed to hang out with?
most of my friends are guys. goddammit miguel. if i was gonna fuck one of them id have done it already. and i sure as hell wouldnt do it while i have a boyfriend. whats the point?
i dont know what to do now. hes not happy if i play with other people and hes not happy if im sitting lonely and miserable in my room.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
become single slash free?
no, nothing like that. but we need to work on this because i dont feel like being yelled at for hanging out with my friends.