3:57 p.m. - January 30, 2007
it came to me out of nowhere and quickly became the perfect place to live.
its really dumb to start planning some crazy scheme like this, i kno that. but i have to sometime or im stuck here. we're stuck here.
and no one wants to be stuck...
i plan on beginning a new life that involves only us. no one else. we dont need anyone else. maybe by the time we've straightened everything out-money, school, relationshipping-we can have other people. but its really all about us. strengthening ourselves and each other.
im so excited. but its going to be hard. preparing for a move. doing it. and living it.
and in 6 months, when i read this entry from the same desk in the same state, i will hate myself even more than i already do.
but i can visualize it. it seems so right! how can that be wrong, right?
no matter where it is...im stoked to exist with and only with miguel...
cross your fingers.