7:59 a.m. - April 13, 2007
i dont kno why i ask, because i kno its not. but thats what the cosmos seem to be trying to convey to me.
whys it so hard to find someone i really want, who wants me back, that i wont fall out of love with after a couple months?
i really want to love someone. hard. i want to love them hard. but i cant do that with just anyone. and i feel lonely because i cant seem to find that person and it feels almost hopeless.
im single and loving it-i guess. but i still crave perfect companionship. and..i dont know. i want something im not sure ive ever even had. so, how do i know it even exists? i dont. but im still forever holding out for it.
whatever it is.
find me it.