12:19 a.m. - Tuesday, Nov. 06, 2007
wide awake
i dream in hector. i dream of hector. its been wrong. and i just told him so..by myspace message of course...
is it mean to say:
dreams are just dreams. but now im awake?
i hope so. because im sick of him making me feel shitty. i want to do it to him for once.
i hope i dont regret sending that in ten minutes. i already regret a 5 page letter i wrote him last night. thank god i havent sent it yet. but i did ask him for his address today. but i dont think ill be needing it.
whatever. i need my closure. even if i give it to myself. fuck him.
